PERCEIVE AND DISCERN WHEN YOU ARE A PART OF THE RELIGIOUS SYSTEM

This leader article was first posted June 5,2014 on www.dfwleaderfellowship.org

PERCEIVE AND DISCERN WHEN YOU ARE A PART OF THE RELIGIOUS SYSTEM
NOW I understand what Indian leader Mahatma Ghandhi meant when he commented, “I might have followed Jesus Christ had it not been for His followers.”

FOR, in realistic hindsight, IF I had not already been firmly anchored and fully knowing the blessings of an ongoing, real RELATIONSHIP, perceiving the REAL JESUS, I may not have wanted to be a Christian if I had always lived here in the deep cunning, religious deep southwest. ONLY REASON: You can’t tell whose REAL and GENUINE from an INSINCERE, PUT ON LEADER PHONEY: meaning how can I accurately DISCERN which one is AUTHENTICALLY representing the TRUE “ORGANIC” HOLY BIBLE CHRIST?” Ancient of Leader Days Mature Servant TD

PIONEERING MINISTER:
“Don’t be like Lot’s Wife, she turned back and was hypnotized by the aura of if all.. and she lost her very LIFE as she was frozen into a hard pillar of useless salt.” IFFM Ministries

“PRAY, DISCERN AND PERCEIVE” but also “BLOOM” WHERE YOU ARE TRULY PLANTED.” Taveau D’Arcy

Personal History, Testimony: For those who have ears to truly hear. The rest, just process in James 3:17 “not usual formula” fashion, Selah.

I USED to enjoy being sent by God’s Holy Spirit to test drive local churches, ministries to see if IFFM could refer them possible new members. I was also most 100 percent of the time, somewhere in my private life, also suffering terribly.

I lived under continual life/emotional/financial/near death, between a HARD ROCK (the ongoing dominating, abusive) Dr Jeckyl, Mr Hyde, ministry situation and THE (NonReligious) ROCK: Jesus Christ. But of course I was deeply in love but also stubbornly committed to submit to EACH of God’s Bible injunctions…which is how it still goes on today..but sometimes we may not have enough DOCTRINE to allow us to “perceptively know” WHEN to say WHEN..in a New Testament nonlegalistic freedom, with mature counsel and Bible balance, deep perspective.

AND this is one of the real reasons I now feel the need to RISE and APOSTOLIC MINISTRY TEACH.

THE FOLLOWING IS MY OWN PERSPECTIVE

JESUS CHRIST was and still is MY SOLID ROCK as now also is the ROCK OF REVELATION which has slowly been REVEALED in the reliant, found it necessary CLOSE REAL BACK AND now FORTH RELATIONSHIP. (now that hellish over long period of desert time has come to a close).

I now senior minister to those who are just now PASSING THROUGH similar narrow particular , dangerous CHANNELS. As you live in them, it is similar to being all by oneself (even in the midst of friends, family and congregation)…

…all ALONE “apart” before the LORD and in the KNOWLEDGE and FORCE FIELD that YOU live /move and breath in…as the HEAD, PIONEERING TOP, RESPONSIBLE APOSTOLIC LEADER (not married to a top leader, not serving just second in command to one, but THE LONE TOP who has noone left to turn to except THE MIGHTY LORD.)

AND I live there now, as many reading this: as a newly SINGLE, SINGLE PARENT and OFFICE OF THE APOSTLE, PROPHET, TEACHER, EVANGELIST, AND SR PASTOR…..but living in great heart ,live,spiritual apostolic PEACE, such as this long term writer has ever once before been privileged to fully experience.

ONE REASON: I finally understood TRUE RELIANCE upon ONLY the LORD. Second, FINALLY(after how many LONG years.) got to where OTHERS PEOPLES ACCUSATION and /or PRAISES no longer MATTER. Psalm 118:9-10/Micah 7:5 finally leader, human sunk in….
FINALLY.

However, BEFORE the shocking unwanted divorce (following a heart by pass, where I was informed by phone of my dismissal after 34 years..and was also informed that I had no other choice, meaning that any negotitian, family counseling, submitting to prayer, and/or submitted mutual yielding to follow Bible command (where I was told that there was NO option…) ….

SO much later…. after the shock FINALLY wore off. AND the writer examined HER own prophetic CALL..

The spirit of DEBORAH which had always been operating when wed, and had been frankly thrust on her, as the former husband was a top business man..and the FEMALE SENIOR LEADER also functioned with his blessing, but he NEVER ever was there along side her in what God had her doing.

SO soon, over on www.iffmmenandwomen.net IFFM MEN AND WOMEN, Dr T will recount the story of the national prophet DEBORAH and her mighty behind the scenes hubby, LAPIDOTH (whom the writer has nicknamed LAPTOP)…but first allow this HUMAN MINISTRY PERSON to complete this article.

SO, after the relocation to the deep religious southwest, and finding spiritual warfare as the SHE had never encountered during as she traveling ministered, pioneered, planted 3 cell youth oriented family churches and oversaw the Vietnamese community on fire church, was on real radio in 4 states, local area wide real TV, interceded on behalf of senior ministers, sent out her ministry publication to 500 senior pastors,repeatedly attended regional sr. pastors, ministry leaders revival racial healing, ongoing repentance, cross grass roots Christian body PRAYER..and Holy Spirit networked, all while practicing spiritual accountability to a BOARD.

AND whenever the former intended to be life partner, made a choice to go to a local church, then she would attend /join with him.

And both of them produced two wonderful, now fully grown children, one capable freely thinking totally amazing female and one strong equally freely thinking equally totally amazing fine male.(the writer always told the both of them that they were each her FIRST BORN: the first born FEMALE and the first born MALE)

ANd the SHE now still enjoys and respects each of their knowledgeable opinions…even if they don’t always reflect that of HERS.

(And that is the same SR MINISTRY APPROACH IFFM has with all other ministers, and rising YOUTH future leaders…REAL RESPECT..and wanting to find out what GOD is telling YOU so that I can always keep “organic” and GROWING…)

THUS, after the relocation to the deep southwest, and after surviving repeated (3 different subgroup times) raping and pillaging from “local 5 fold offices” who ducked, avoided and used their power to hide in their hidey holes to avoid being BIBLE MATTHEW 18:15-18 respectful leader UP FRONT confronted…(which was shocking but extremely wearying..)

AND after encountering big RELIGIOUS MINISTRY STEREOTYPING RELIGIOUS, GOOD OLE WHITE BOY /WHITE SUBSERVIENT GIRL RELIGIOUS (ACHIEVEMENT BASED) SYSTEMS, time and time and time and time OVER AGAIN…the now far more up front, no longer intimidated and FAR MORE AWARE of now how dark skinned, atypical, many non English speaking and even homosexual community** and much more RELATIONSHIP, FIRST LOVE MINISTERS also perhaps are blindly stereotyped by the usually very hard over working, building a ministry business concern, trying to always raise more and more MONEY, religious CASTE SYSTEMS of ministry fellowship, and church HIERARCHY…
** who being polite,very open and accepting, still immediately pegged me as a RELIGIOUS RIGHT, RIGHT WINGER, prone to HATE…but who could accuse them after what I had also personally and REPEATEDLY discovered!!

Finally,(BACK, TEST DRIVING CHARISMATIC CHURCHES) after being handed over by a male associate minister (grabbed by my white, genteel female apostolic WRIST) into the waiting open hand of a barking dominating waiting apostolic female apparently second in command…

After attempting to practice “chief apostolic mutually submitted EPHESIANS 5:21 accountability, family feel, “mature leader iron sharpens iron” (as the writer had alway practiced during the prior 25 years on the east coast..which was admittedly far more genuine, less cosmopolitan and way down homey..but MATURE and MINISTRY PROFESSIONAL STRENGTH)…

AND the “SINGLE WHITE FEMALE” (always viewed by the SHE writer that God was allowing HER to be used as some LITMUS TEST for “unloving religious ministry, respecter of persons, accusation”was repeatedly ordered without being “accepted in the beloved” even “rightly PERCEIVED and DISCERNED” as a SENIOR LEADER, in white run mega ministries, noteably by their 2nd, 3rd, tier of immature solid white submitted STAFF who finally, after 6 area wide major attempts to MEET with a MATURE SEASONED SENIOR PASTOR was incorrectly DISCERNED as just one more of the many white middle age CLUB MEMBERS /GROUPIES, FAN CLUB FOLLOWERS and/or OLD AGE SENIOR CITIZEN whom they now needed to refer to the CHECKERS PLAYING CELL GROUP.

BEING VIEWED THROUGH DEEP SOUT LEGALISM IS NOT WHAT THIS (barely below the Mason Dixon Line) to the deep southwwest…a relative NORTHEASTER however much more(accurately) SOUTH EASTERN, WELL BRED HUMAN PERSON HAS BEEN BROUGHT UP TO RECEIVE /SEE DONE IN THE GOOD NAME OF JESUS CHRIST FOLLOWING.

And, in the deep southwest for this HUMAN, INNER AGE 28 STILL, APOSTOLIC CALEB…was definitely HER very first time at discovering that if YOU are a white female SENIOR HEAD OFFICE that there are (appearing) NONE in the entire area. (after all claiming great Word of Faith reminded applied Bible promises” MY YOUTH IS BEING RENEWED LIKE THE EAGLES” has produced promised FRUIT!)

WOW. I NEVER REALIZED HOW OPPRESSED AND GENDER BIASED MINISTRY WAS… UNTIL THE RELOCATION…
SO, in order to help free MALES and many FEMALES from the Lazurus Grave Clothes of soul destroying BIAS, (meaning of ANY KIND, anti male, anti leader woman,anti BROWN SKINNED or WHITE SKIN or anytype of known OTHER…the writer now RISES UP TO ADDRESS and often DOCTRINALLY REPROVE.
STILL, she does not ever rebuke an elder. Happily her own pastor FATHER and many other countless ministers have caused her to fully understand that there are continual RELIGIOUS TARES among the HEALTHY USA WHEAT.

AND that the SENIOR OFFICES in the western european charismatic heritage peg YOU (via their seerish qualities) as “Little Problematic” “Subservient” “Accused of WEAK WILLED” and not preferred as the white male YOUTH…and avoided or dismissed…even withstood as not replying to any form of attempts to introduce yourself ON BEHALF OF THE LORD and THE COMING END TIME MOVE OF GOD.

I visited ONE white senior minister’s fine church, where HE did actually take time to SPEAK with me, (which was/is NOT the SW NORM)..and I honor him and if you ask me, I will tell you his name. YET, as I was genuinely seeking RELATIONSHIP but not “SPIRITUAL COVERING” (avoiding CONTROL) I wasn’t able to get past the second in commands at two different points in time. (and I find this TYPICAL of deep solid Caucasian charismatic, who are NOT totally 100 percent FIRST LOVE RELATIONSHIP either knowledgeable or practicing)..

I went the first time, and, as I had done countless times up and down the east coast,black and solid white leader charismatic grass roots churches, I 1) recognize CHAIN OF BIBLE COMMAND 2) and I DISCERN LEADER/HOUSE BOUNDARIES 3) and while I am on THEIR spiritual turf, I always submit to them PEACEFULLY…simply waiting, discerning how God is telling me to proceed. AND when HE prompts me to walk up at the end of a service..I will always quietly sense whom God wants me to speak..and then wait patiently until God opens the door.

YET, visiting DEEP SOUTHWEST CHURCH COUNTRY is like nothing that this much experienced, however, NOT FROM THE DEEP SOUTHWEST mature (nonachievment, but HUMAN REAL PERSON) apostolic leader has EVER encountered,(much less on a wide spread, every big to micro ministry busy business recurring (frustrating) level).

THE PERSON (who does happen to be a HER) reckons that perhaps this is BIG TIME LEGALISTIC PIONEERING MINISTRY mixed with (speculating?) many COUNTRY FORMERLY ABUSED, ACCUSED ministry, working very hard GRASS ROOTS..many if not all of which are the REASONS that SPURRED me addressing this TOPIC….

As the NONCHURCHED, Other FAITHS, all PERCEIVE and SEE SIMILAR to all of this (??)

AND ISN’T GOD’S HOUSE intended to be a “house of prayer for ALL NATIONS?” Isaiah 56:7

AND is it ONLY EMOTIONALLY SPIRITUALLY “SAFE” and “ACCEPTING” to flag waving nationalists? Only to RIGHT WING REPUBLICANS/Tea Party who have descended from Roman Patrician WE back grounds?

and we doff our sincere CAPS off to those whom are GENUINE, PURE MOTIVED and we do not intentionallY LUMP ANY OF YOU IN with what we now name the WANNABE WORSHIP/TV MEDIA AFFECTED POP MINISTRY 5 FOLD OFFICE CULTURE.

ANY of our IFFM “tossing over any complacent, self satisfied, TEMPLE MONEY CHANGERS, even apostolic TABLES” is purely “JESUS NON SELF IMPORTANT ZEAL FOR HIS FATHER’S HOUSE” and the a NON” Seerishly SPYING/SUSPICIOUSLY PEERING” objective leader writer has been where most of YOU have been and still LIVES in this same area, similar to MANY OF YOU!

WE MUST EACH USE SUPRME LEADER /MATURE LAY CAUTION:
“Do not touch God’s anointed, do My (HIS) prophets NO (more)HARM“(meaning that most of them already dwell in dangerous, intensely pressure filled situations)

IFFM Meaning: whether they are on PULPIT STAGE, serving in the NURSERY, sitting in the AUDIENCE as a Rising previously never been doctrinally addressed PIONEERING HOLY SPIRIT(potentially) PRESENTLY BEING HOME SCHOOLED FUTURE SR MINISTER!

THE BIG ZEAL is for FATHER’S SAFE HOUSE..to be ready when God sends REAL AWAKENING..and all the new PEOPLE move to the DEEP SOUTH..(meaning also another SW big sober SOMBER Selah)…as please regard THIS FEMALE EARTH SUITED HUMAN NEWBIE as a “PIONEERING FORERUNNER” (Holy Spirit Litmus Accuser Test) ..yet (as God mysteriously places, SENDS HIs “prophetic, apostolic SENT MESSENGERS”) I believe that there may be OTHERS who look vastly DIFFERENT: in many races, cultures, upscale, to down and out, etc.

AND THIS is the (imperceptive, busy,all about US, against UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL ME, self protecting, governing by placing RULES and PRESSURE on others to conform and to perform, “For My Members Only” deeply “respecter of some types of real persons” ) BIG RELIGIOUS SYSTEM.

HENCE, being RAISED by a White Senior denominational loving PASTOR…who was not one bit dominating, gender /racial leader biased, NOT into achievement performance hierarchy, yet still from the deep SOUTH (born in postage stamp size Dallas, Georgia)…and who never would have distanced himself from God’s leader immature OR mature women…as he respected and honored both my capable minister MOTHER and both HIS mother and my mothers mother and my baby sister and also ME.

During the 30 years in up and down EAST COAST cross true body ministry, the spiritual advisors, many senior pastors who also mentored me, were NOT “systematic” or anti female or racist.

AND as the SHE writer had always both GIVEN and automatically RECEIVED “leader respect” until a couple of accuser doctrines moved into the area regarding “people not being spiritually COVERED and with that “CHURCH HOPPING” and similar accuser PHARISEEISM perverted Old Testament attack legalism, mingled in with JESUS FREEDOM (usually found purely in ministries who train on moving in the gifts of the Spirit)…it was then the WRITER began first to search what lay inside HER OWN HEART…but then this started her inquiring, in Apostle Paul’s Noble Berea “taking responsibility” manner to RESEARCH in depth what modern USA local doctrines are ACTUALLY in the NEW TESTAMENT and which are PHARISEE ACCUSER LEGALISM…

As the Lord directed her specifically to go to conferences, to visit local ministries (usually also to get away from ministry /life enormous heightened hellish pressure and apostolic persecution, accuser legalism, mental /emotional /spiritual warfare…the LORD would ‘redeem that time” by teaching her to note, to “PERCEIVE AND DISCERN” the following:

1.How the senior top leader respects his /her spouse.
2. How the top leaders, staff, respect/interact,with their own followers, group but also with all kinds of others
3. What are the ‘house members” “the house faithful” truly like out in the congregation (healthy good mature spiritual fruit or accuser, pastor dependent, cry baby, out only for SELF and BLESSING/ including “building MY OWN MINISTRY” apostolic /church untrue FALLOUT.

And after being dismissed /handed over to the immature staff, in 6 very large, even ‘well known” but otherwise super, apostolically healthy, but evidently charismatic “prophetic” which ought not claim to be such, since they each misperceived ME as they all repeatedly appeared to regard ME as the TYPICAL DEEP SOUTH STEREOTYPE INTERCESSOR, FEMALE: implying bossy or “coming to be another FAN CLUB middle aged equally weak willed, dependent (as in presumed to be FLAKEY or SUBSERVIENT FOLLOWER)

Yet this writer comprehends the fact. Similar to Paul’s writings telling the “women to be silent in church.”
WHILE I am NOT into “women’s lib” (meaning having been RAISED TOTALLY FREE by my father and dear mother), with all that it has come to me since the mid 1990′s (when the charismatic demeaning spiritual covering (can also be bossy) spiritual doctrines began to surface…)
that (submitting SELAH rather than apostolic DOGMA)

1. HISTORY teaches what went on in the life and culture of the FIRST CHURCH.
2. Due to the times and Old Testament Law, all females were regarded as second class and never TOP SENIOR MINISTERS.
3. And the females who were GENTILES were even coming potentially directly from Temple Dianah occult/worship cult, Samaria, and from who knows what..so they might be presumed to be over WILD.
4. TD HONEST SELAH: Thus, as the first Chief Apostles, including Apostle Paul, pioneered in what was surely an UPHILL SPIRITUAL, MORAL and CULTURAL MIDDLE EASTERN/ASIA/MESOPOTAMIAN HODGE PODGE/APOSTOLIC MIXTURE..to get Christ’ church firmly and quickly “organically WORK PLANTED” and then stablized (so that it could catch root and prosper,thrive and fully grow) ME WONDERS that PAUL’S COMMAND to “let the women be silent in church” was primarily for that time…as back then the GODLY NEWLY SAVED MEN were simply more than enough to have to MENTOR, LEAD, and MINISTRY TRAIN.

(reminder Boanerges Ministers SONS OF THUNDER self seeking JAMES and his brother JOHN, the vast amounts of newly saved (by the many thousands BOOK OF ACTS) and wandering demoniacs (Gaderenes), Patrician Romans, Greek gnostics, purely all out heathen, and false demonized sent unsaved persons, and mentally tough customers…none of whom were privileged as we are today to have a written BIBLE(meaning the NEW TESTAMENT) to study…nor in fact, did the FIRST APOSTLES have any resources to use to TRAIN and MENTOR the newly saved (meanin GENERATIONS OF LEADER EQUIPPING, MINISTRY TRAINING and TV/MEDIA.

HENCE, if the Torah had the MEN the head of the home, family, local synagogue, in the cultural, worship, real world MIX of that TIME PERIOD, it seems that logically, it would imply that TRAINING THE MEN to RISE UP AND LEAD, would not rankle them nearly as much if PAUL and the DISCIPLES also tried to teach “GENDER ROLES, REAL RESPECT and EQUALITY which was based on CHAIN OF COMMAND and EPHESIANS 5:21 as well as “submission” in Ephesians 5:22.)

(Just my apostolic theory)

HOWEVER LATER, as time progressed, and being reminded of APOSTLE PAUL “when you put on Christ there is no male or female, bond or free, Greek or Jew, etc” and when Paul also said, “I determined not to know anything about anyone (Male, Female, Greek, Jew, Bond, Free) except Christ and Him crucified.

AM WONDERING if as the Church progressed, grew, financially PROSPERED: and mass TV, worship culture, SOFTWARE and PERSONA/PERSONALITY WORSHIP also ensued, that PERHAPS there were also some persons who then relied on “handed down word of mouth” “apostolic traditions” and “legalism” rather than taking time out to personally in depth NOBLE BEREAN HOLY BIBLE STUDY what is allowed by the NEW TESTAMENT but which is not allowed in the OLD.

RESPECTFUL SELAH.

BUILDING ON THIS PRINCIPLE:

SO, if back then, in those fluid, before Bible chaotic /pre Christian legalistic filled time, they did have to (to minimize the doctrinal,ignorance /cultural of chauvinism, racism, slavery CHAOS) have to settle first the GODLY MEN as the Bible points to MEN being commissioned by GOD (GEN 1) to go apart alone to meet alone with the LORD on behalf of their wives, families, business, ministries to be accountable, to receive INSTRUCTION and WORDs to ‘guard, govern, guide” and hopefully to want to “edify, comfort and strengthen.”

IFFM Leader House fully believes in Bible /in house chain of command and the writer has /is writing on this www.iffmmenandwomen.net and elsewhere..

HOWEVER, as the modern reader is fully aware, we do NOT live in the PRE BIBLE work planting DAYS…yet we DO live in what appears to be a much more PLURALISTIC, CROSS RACIAL, CROSS CULTURAL, POST CHRISTIAN (similar) pioneering, work planting DAY.

AND if the MEN who were told not to 1) have long hair 2) no tattoos by the Old Testament, now feel freedom in Christ to do so..then we can also say that ALL LEVITICAL LEGALISM (Old Testament Levitical Torah LAW) is also simply just that: APOSTOLIC LEGALISM.

THEREFORE, and reminding the anti female minister READER regarding PROPHET DEBORAH who heard the plights of BOTH male and females as she made decisions in a NATIONAL LEADER SENSE, yet surely parked her authority /governing mantle when she entered her own married happy home and enjoyed feeling cherished,fully feminine, by her equally, but differently, mantled Godly real man HUSBAND: Lapidoth (more later on the Leader Couple..www.iffmmenandwomen.net)

Rod Parsley’s Reformation Bible comments how due to the shortage of Godly strong real men in Deborah’s time, God had to call up strong Godly real women…

AND if a Godly real women, yet one who is apostolic and meek, visits some of the Legalistic View of Women as COMING TO CONTROL, or who are not balanced in their NEW TESTAMENT VS LEGALISTIC OT LAW MISOGYNOUS LACK OF KNOWLEDGE OF REAL WOMEN and CHRIST’S FREEDOM..then we find what is going on TODAY in grass roots…more and more ACCUSER of the SISTEREN as well as the ATYPICAL BRETHREN/needing to be strong MOTHEREN.

So IFFM MOTTO is ‘THE CUTTING EDGE IS BALANCE.”

CONCLUSION: After one has been bitten over and over in one large REGIONAL ALL OVER ANTI FEMALE/misogynous, apostolic chauvinism, “respecter of some types of human persons” also dubbed COMPASSION FATIGUED, EMPATHY FREE, ELI TEMPLE HIGH PRIESTHOOD (See articles on www.organicleader.org_

And one recognizes how the ELITE SENIOR MINISTRY of hierarchy, entourage mixed in with the POVERTY of substituting MINISTRY PERFORMANCE, ACHIEVEMENT over “FIRST LOVE PURE HEARTED RELATIONSHIP” (in area immature senior “TV MEDIA POP WORSHIP CULTURE” leader affected ministry)..

AND WHEN ‘head Levitical Patriarchs” will avoid you, appear to accuse one (female and male) if one is “DIVORCED” (simply by religious ministry stereotype) AND NOT even permit YOU to share with them directly what truly WENT ON…

AND if one (female or male) is repeatedly “SENT” to very MANY of them, dressed only in the EARTH SUIT of a grieving, 5’9 1/2, Western European,Middle Aged, blonde admittedly over normal body weight (at this writing, but working always to submit to not being thus) TRUE OFFICE PROPHET, NONACHIEVING (far more ‘revealed’) CHIEF APOSTLE
and one called to LIBERATE REAL GODLY MEN and CAPABLE REAL LEADER WOMEN/MENTOR MALE/FEMALE GIFTED AND TALENTED MATURE YOUTH…then one can PERCEIVE and DISCERN that at this point in basic spiritual Holy Spirit Real Time:

That the achievement senior pastors, 5 fold offices are NOT WILLING, NOT SINCERELY WANTING and worst of all NOT even PERCEIVING AND DISCERNING “God’s Holy Spirit servant leaders” who are SENT to them in many (not just my STYLE) OUTER COURT SHAPES, SIZES, MINISTERY/LAY LOOKS, RACES, AGES and GENDERS.

“Faith works by love” thus when as a repeat VISITOR/AREA NEWBIE,ALIEN, WEEPING NON FAMOUS STRANGERS can discern NO GENUINE AGAPE, IMMEDIATE ACCEPTING “REAL LOVE” one then finds ones own SPIRIT and PURE MOTIVED EMOTIONS/HEART being repeatedly disrespected, unjustly leader accused, distanced and avoided.

AND this writer, leader brand new area woman, was on three different times (in the spanse of 3-4 deep southwest ministry pioneering years) taken advantage of , abused by those in their own or another famous national sr ministries RELIGIOUS SYSTEM.

TAKEN ADANTAGE OF: you lend fellow “Christian sr pastors helps minister” the ministries valuable PROPERTY (digital studio pianos, top of the line Computers, laptops, etc) only to find that This is NOT EAST COAST GRASS ROOTS MINISTRY….and when you inquire for their return…one is ramroded, repeatedly avoided (on 3 separate ministry occasions and by 3 different pedigrees of “senior /helps minister”)

YET THE TELLING POINT: Filled with Bible chain of command MATTHEW 18:15-18 professional minister /leader protocol, after one finds that the LOWER LEVELS Christian sr pastor,rising “saved minister” has run off with the ministry worldly valuable GOODS, and after the prophetic DEMAS’es have refused to allow ONE INDIVIDUAL to “Matthew 18:15 firmly,respectfully up front CONFRONT THEM, meaning they duck avoid, hide, accuser blame shift(manipulating HolY Bible Scripture to self justify, licentiously avoid)…STILL then you continue to proceed in MATTHEW 18:15 In True House Protocol..meaning…it says to “go get another person (this case meaning REPORT THEM TO THEIR OVERSIGHT, who in two of the three cases stated they were “UNDER” “connected as a part of ” a well known ministry.
YET when the LONE NEWBIE tries repeatedly to get them to submit to what the WORD says we all are to DO…it is now THEY which DUCK, HIDE, LEADER AVOID and appear to take the favor with the MEN who stole the items…even using their POWERFUL ORGANIZATION to put up roadblocks at ever single turn.

AND I viewed this curiously and as one of God’s HIDDEN PROPHETS, and WONDERED just how many times each one of these CUNNING, AVOIDANT, UNSUBMITTED” (in rebellion to the authority of God’s Holy Bible) had repeatedly done this same exact type of MINISTRY REAL LIFE AFFECTING UNLOVING THING.

Truly, this is when I began to study popular modern ministry DOCTRINES and preferring MINISTRY SELF SERVING BUSINESS as opposed to HOLY BIBLE RELATIONSHIPS.

AND JAMES 3:17 for help in discerning FRUIT in pastors, leader, “CHRISTIANS” and in ones own human HEART.
“The wisdom from above is first of all pure, peaceable, full of mercy and good fruit, EASILY ENTREATED (!), without PARTIALITY (!!) and without HYPOCRISY(!!!!)”

AND while I now can more up front accurately perceive SLY CUNNING which is as “the rebellious sin of witchcraft” and “idolatry.”

SOUTHWEST GRAND SELAH.

AND while one is NOT NAIVE, albeit recently USED TO BE a new person in any giant area, and one who has just been thoroughly and still is, thoroughly TRAUMATIZED after been through heart by pass major surgery/recovery, bank system attempt so duck and hide from theft, then being forced to find divorce lawyers when there is nobody to comfort you, guide you as you have no relatives who comprehend since nobody ever gets divorced in my own pastor’s family.

AD to this finding lawyers by phone in another state, only to wind up with big crooks who are a enough spiritual warfare all alone. AND then your finances go COMPLETELY DRY.

SO one, being mature, not one bid STUPID, wants to find “weep with those who weep accepting COMFORT ” via Bible “FELLOWSHIPPING WITH THE (perceptive, empathetic, other centered, caring, fully accepting” TRUE LEADER/LAY SAINTS.

And after fellowshipping with the SAINTS in both LEADERSHIP and LAY all of my entire getting to be long LIFE…I have never ever before found MORE “unconditional acceptance” in the NON CHURCHED born again Christians, But also the NONCHRISTIANS and even some of the GAY COMMUNITY..

ALL OF WHICH caused me to examine MYSELF but also the SPIRITUAL DOCTRINES WHICH evidently FEED this “fake unwholesome regional MY OWN RELIGION sorry sad, twisted, ministry FALLOUT.

HENCE: (and all who used to really know me may appreciate this a lot more) AFTER 40 years of happily enjoying VISITING, REPEAT VISITING local charismatic Churches (to see how they taught, imparted, and musically worshipped) IN ORDER to “refer the NEWBIES and to steer the STRAYS” upon feeling impressed to do so by the Spirit, …even to the point of being gossiped about me being “A UNCOMMITTED OUT FROM UNDER SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY (meaning THEIR OWN FORM) “CRITICAL SINFUL CHURCH HOPPER” (NOTE: By none who showed God’s love enough to speak with me face to face EVER)…in hindsight as of NOW…I dismiss all of that as BEING NOTHING (yet I know realize what often transpires in smaller, local , landlocked, kept isolated, religious, legalism dominated local AREAS…)

AND YET, it was not being back bitten, having tales told that finally put an end to (by removing ALL OF THE HAPPY JOY AND ADVENTURE of seeing what pastors/ministries/ Holy Spirit was going)..it was repeatedly encountering RUDE, DISRESPECTFUL, AVOIDING, NO GOD’S REAL ACCEPTING GENUINE LOVE along with IMPERCEPTIVE, HOUSE FORMULA, FULL OF IT’S OWN SELF, MY/WE CENTERED, SURFACE, INTO GAME PLAYING/LEADER WINNNG, PERFORMANCE, LEADER STEREOTYPING, APOSTOLIC HOOPS JUMPING, CELEBRITY “LOST FIRST LOVE” PLASTIC “UNGODLY MIXTURE.”

AND when the Lord told me to fully yield to His Whole Bible Counsel in 2 Timothy 3:1-5, “from such turn away.”
I merely submitted and fully obeyed.

And I have made it my practice to regard all types of experiences, both GOOD and HEALTHY and NOT GOOD…”PROPHETICALLY” on the behalf of potentially MANY OTHERS who know what I am saying is the TRUTH and who may not have the boldness or the authority ‘office’ to allow them a VOICE.

AND I used to be TAMED and SUPER SHY…NOW yours truly is extra BOLD and NO longer one bit SHY.

During the years of being abused, controlled, and also while I was gossiped about…(am so happy no longer being around all of that) …I learned PRINCIPLES and a closer RELIANCE, FULLY FUN RELATIONSHIP apart with THE HEALTHY LORD). I now understand that God was using that time to Teach me RESPECT FOR ALL KINDS OF HUMAN PERSONS.

AND to free me up from family generational “MAN PLEASING” and “FEAR OF MAN AND FEAR OF WOMAN”and “FEAR OF OTHER PEOPLE”S OPINIONS, FEAR OF DISPLEASING OTHER PEOPLE’S FALSE POPULAR DOCTRINES.”

I am not NOW going to go backwards to SUBMIT to legalism, yet when I am sent to visit, and my SPIRIT discerns House Legalism, I will still politely respect THEIR RIGHT to be LEVITICAL in the New Testament times AND either just ignore it (as each one of us leader make doctrinal big mistakes) YET if the model the ACCUSER, ATTACKING, JUMPING ME or BROW BEATING ME for not believing similar,I simply shake the dust off my feet and let the Lord intervene with them.

DR T is now a prophetic Happy Camper and NO accuser, witch spying, prophetic covering doctrine, ministry peer pressure or disrespectful stereotyping will ever make me bow and scrape to IT, ever more again.

DISCLAIMER: WE agape LOVE each of them …but safely from AFAR..and we make it a practice of SELF EXAMINATION to make sure we have no unforgiveness. BUT to remain SPIRITUALLY SAFE, we now know our NEW TESTAMENT GRACE and NON RELIGIOUS “FREEDOM.”

ALSO, while DR T is ALWAYS DISCERNING and RESPECTFUL to all sorts of leader and all in local ministry HOUSE “boundaries’ as I have by now, what appears to be a HEIGHTENED “Discernment of legalistic /religious, bigoted unkind SPIRITS” by now,I also
HENCE the IFFM “JANE(formerly) ON THE ISLE OF PLANO” leader in deep depth attempt to study apostolic senior ministry commonly accepted ‘hurtful” leader doctrines. Hence the IFFM TAVEAU D’ARCY LEADERSHIP “DOCTRINAL DE-FRAGGING” ongoing pioneering ministry equipping.

AND after witnessing vast, area wide top minister/grass roots imperceptiveness, Eli Priesthood minus zero Christlike caring human compassion and leader empathy, the writers heart goes out to 1) we need to pray for them…as the “anointing flows from the head” Psalm 133 and if the HEAD is out of touch with DEEP Eternal REALITY then so goes the entire grass roots body(which after trying to employ “ministers” in the deep southwest working poor, middle class was more than enough to bleed me financially, drain me completely dry emotionally and is NOW THE REASON for me sharing this to comfort, serve, show CHRIST LIKE EMPATHY To sr /junior 5 fold offices who also NOW must everyday INTERACT among and with them.

AND we are working on DOCTRINES for A NEW DAY(PSALM 118) which is not complete due to prayer and leader /minister volunteers.)to serve seniorpastor,teachers to have “FOOD” to re-train, renew the congregation, youth, to ward off being CONTROLLED.

AND IFFM ONLINE PASTORS, MINISTERS DFW MINISTRY FELLOWSHIP to help untame the dulled deep down, forced to submit (dummy way down) ,kept isolated, regionally land locked around this area but also ANYWHERE in this USA NATION and WAY BEYOND (see www.dfwlof.org as it unfolds to share the vision)

ME, I was always the senior top pioneering head of the IFFM and before that the UMPIRE, INC: THE ENCOURAGING WORD ..meaning with and now without “a husband.” Yet, I always submitted to HIS authority and the real man HE always said, “YES.” As I mentioned, after the heart by pass, it radically changed everything I had always felt would stand the test of hell, heaven and time.

SO being “ALL ALONE” at the TOP is a HUGE part in IFFM Ministry UNDERSTANDING COMPASSSION for senior top pioneering MINISTERS and apostolic BUSINESS and mature SINGLEs, especially SINGLE PARENTS, (MEN AND LEADER REAL WOMEN)

ANd this is why I am so open and above board, GOD detests RUMORS, GOSSIP and SO does IFFM and ME.

I am a very straight shooter, (yet not aiming to KILL/USE /VERBALLY ABUSE) as I have had more than enough of that come directly towards me.

YET after all of this 9 years of recent regional sr pioneering, I also well know the TURFT and how TO SKIRT IT as well so TRULY ENJOY my own life, senior ministry, simply by OBEYING MORE FULLY TO WHATEVER THE LORD DIRECTS and also by SIMPLY AVOIDING “The Religious Life Sucking Unloving REAL (DEATH WISH) LEADER REAL SPIRIT.”

And the major OCCULT REAL WITCH RELIGIOUS DARK SPIRITS are also more enormous than this PERCEIVER SEER TRUE PROPHET has ever repeatedly encountered in her 6 decades of Christ following real life.

BUT the latter are absolutely NOTHING and DO NOT MATTER TO ME as ” I am seated above with Christ in heavenly places, far above all power, dominion and name that can be named”….

NO.. rather it has been encountering the LOVELESS, SELF RIGHTEOUS, ENTITLED, SUPERIOUR PROUD, OVER WORKED, LABELING, RELIGIOUSLY “ALL IN THE RIGHT” CLINICAL MINISTRY BIGOTED STEREOTYPING all widespread that has ONLY BEEN and still might continue to be IFFM and CHIEF APOSTLE DR TAVEAU D’ARCY’S VERY OWN WORST “HELL ON EARTH” NIGHT MARE.

Frankly, the New Agers which seem to be at every turn, have a lot more DEPTH and REALISM and PERCEPTION of a SPIRITUAL REALM than the vast majority of the “SAVED”but RELIGIOUS “spiritually /emotionally hardened , overly RELIGIOUS “TOUGH CUSTOMERS.

I CLOSE WITH THIS:
“Where the Spirit of the Lord there is FREEDOM” not confining, all about itself, accusing without ever up front loving confronting, over seer always keeping tabs on other ministers PHARISEE LEGALISM.

MEANING: Test the spirits to see which are truly from the nonlegalistic FATHER GOD.

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom” Proverbs 1:7 MEANING: that if popular ministry is nearly 90 percent ABSENT of any discernable “AWESOME HOLY FEAR OF THE LORD” all around an vast mainstream AREA…then what might this over all imply?

LOGIC: THE FEAR OF THE LORD ….”is the beginning of TRUE, LEADER MATURE, HOLY SPIRIT ,SELF GOVERNING, wisdom.

THE LACK /EVEN MINUS, OF THE FEAR OF THE LORD….”implies the beginning of CUNNING, BRAZENNESS, MINUS HUMILITY, MINUS REAL ACCURATE< SHARP HOLY SPIRIT CUTTING EDGE, PERCEIVING, ACCURATELY DISCERNING REAL GODLY , HEALTHY WISDOM." AND taking this PRINCIPLE to one more implied level: IF there is NO GODLY WISDOM IN THE TOP SENIOR LEADER, (based on that there is no real deep "HOLY FEAR OF THE LORD") AND PSALM 133 reminds us that "God's ANOINTING flows from the head" ...which also might mean, that any SHALLOW SYNTHETIC UNGODLY MIXTURE may also flow down into the lay via the spiritual "transference of spirits....? THEN...what is the FULLEST DEEPEST, EVEN AREA WIDE AFFECTING, real implication? For SELAH for Lost Human Souls Sole Sake. PS AND admittedly acknowledging..there but for the grace of God potentially go we ALL... FINALLY IFFM MALES AND FEMALES MOTTO: “I (We) don’t DO “jockeying for position”….” “Promotion does not come from the east or west, but from the LORD.”Psalm 75:6 Blessings. T (C) 2014 Taveau D’Arcy All copyrights reserved [contact-form subject='[THE OFFICIAL BLOG OF IFFM TAVEAU D%26#039;ARCY LEADERSHIP'][contact-field label='Name' type='name' required='1'/][contact-field label='Email' type='email' required='1'/][contact-field label='Website' type='url'/][contact-field label='Comment' type='textarea' required='1'/][/contact-form]